It's Really Not Worth It

Sometimes when you put in your hard work on something it seems like in the end it really wasnt worth the time or effort, but in truth everything does have it's own special purpose but that doesnt mean you HAVE to like it. take college for instance...i procrastinated SO MUCH with college and now i'm assed! IDK what to do where im going or how to go about the process or if i want to start in august along with 97% of my 2010 graduates. did you know that over 98% of our population start something and NEVER finish due a huge amount of procrastination....im definetly apart of that 98% smh....college seems scary but to me who the hell wants to grow up!!! i mean highschool was sorta fun -__- it had its totally f@$%ed up parts but i dealt....i survived and in truth it helped me grow but i honestly hated alot of ppl my senior year(you just didnt know because im such a nice flippin person) :) .......what is the purpose of college besides another 4years of school and annoying teachers who got upgraded and got the label as professors smh don't get me wrong im happy for all my friends who got into GREAT colleges but like the rest of people who are stuck well it sucks alot of A$$ ok! my minds made up though just to get away im gonna re-apply maybe even aim for a out of state and leave my stinkin house so i dnt have to deal with my stinkin mom but hey who knows.....like i said im a HUGE procrastinator so i MIGHT change my mind later :D